“I wanted to stick a knife in him and gut him and kill him, and I wanted him to die breathing his last breath looking into my eyes,” Baldwin told the magazine. Baldwin, who just last week got into yet another fight with a photographer, acknowledged that he often “gave the Heisman” — or stiff arm — to people in Hollywood and that he sometimes acts “unreasonably” and “childishly.” But he waxed philosophical about his fury.